Hello World, How've you been?

It's been a while since I've actually written a real blog, so here it goes.....I just recently deleted my previous blog that I had at another website for about 5 years. Thought I would start fresh and try not to look back on the past blogs I wrote on that one. There were a lot of deep, dark times that I would rather not remember right now. The reasoning for me finally blogging again is to try to get to know myself again. I know it sounds kind of crazy but I feel like I've kind of lost it, but I am happy with the way things are right now in my life. I have a great boyfriend who means the world to me, great parents, great friends, a good paying job and lots of activities to keep me happy like mostly concerts.
I would like to become more in sync with myself so I can start the whole songwriting process again. It's been over a year since I've written anything and if I don't do anything about it, I may lose it forever. It's just been that lately the inspiration isn't there and I really want it to be. I think it has something to do with my inspiration mostly coming from breakups and hard times in my life. So I have a problem kind of, no hard times in my life right now and there's no way me and my boyfriend are breaking up anytime soon! So what do I write about then? I have no idea. I could write love songs but they seem to be too corny and mushy when I write them. I could write songs about life but they always turn into songs of inspiration. Songs of inspiration are ok but it reminds me of going to church, which I admit I haven't been in years......I can't write songs about going out and getting drunk because I haven't really been full blown drunk. I've been tipsy and felt sick after drinking but never drank so much to the point where I have blacked out, woke up the next morning not remembering a thing kind of drunk. I never want to experience that either because I don't think it would turn out very good. So I really haven't a clue on what to write about right now......I hope I have a breakthrough sooner or later. Writing in any sense like this could help greatly, just have to keep going on it.